You’re slowly cutting yourself out, and It’s sad how I’m now realizing how much you didn’t give a shit about me after all. Everything for nothing, that’s how it always was.

You only did what you said was going to be different this time. I understand you make certain choices through your life that not everyone is going to agree with, but if you know this is how it was going to be all along, what was the point of lying. Why couldn’t you have just been real from the start? 

I don’t need anyone to say I told you so, because I already knew it. It was only a matter of time. At least it made full circle, it all ended where it began again. It’s funny because I just don’t care to fight anymore, and I wont care to let it bother me again.

I wish I could say that I see it, but I really don’t. So I guess I’ll keep doing it till I do see it. 

Well damn… 

Shit changes, that’s for sure. I feel like none of this is even real. Someone pull me out of this haze, please? Time to pick my head up and keep on keepin on, because there’s not much else I can do, and I’m fine with that.

If I ignore it, I don’t feel it.

Just fuck off.

I’m so fucking tired of being let down.

dfaldsk;fjsfasd. I can’t even put thought behind my feelings right now.